Dun sae eu lurfe mii ; iit HURTs'

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Do eu think i feel vehhie happi tuh buii wid eu?
How hurtts am ii ,, ii'll nordd show muahhself tuh eu ^^
i'll act as nth has ever happen tuh mii;
Budden whad bout eu? If eu're badd mood '
eu take out on mii.Den mii?!
even if i'm jush badd mood i'll act as nth has ever happen b4.
Eu jealous ii tok tuh boiis. Sae eu didn't even sms gerls or chat on comp,,
e' fact iishdat no gerls sms eu mahhs. Den comp? eu oso dun hab msn mahhs,,
how arr eu goin tuh chat on9 wiid gerls?
Hmmx. den all these NABER MIND luhhs.
Do eu noe whad am ii angrii about?'
ii tell dor lerhh luhhs,, haiish!
ii reali reali LURBE nii derhhs nehhs. eu noe mahhs?
Den when SY fwenns nd ur fwenns dat dae saw eu nd mii in orchardd'
den when dey ask eu eu gt new steadd arhs?
den eu deny e' FACT! No gerls can tolerate derhhs luhhs.
Likk tuddae dor nd jon quarell,, eu sae c we so en aii naberr quarell.
hurhurs. PWEASE nahhs,,
iish ii dun whanna quarell wiid ni luhhs. actualli we've been quarellinqq fehh mani tymes lerhhs.
Budd ii didn't whan tuh quarell wid eu,,
y? cosh' eu'll naberr NOE!
Haiish'' lubbinqq eu iish nordd EASY!
Whenn ii tok bout muahh ex eu'll angrii nd keep queit on e' fonne nd angrii wiid mii.
BUD HAF EU SPARE A THOT FOR MII?
On e' fone hearinqq eu tokinqq bout hur?
afterr eu toldd mii dat thinqq dat ur fwens saw us at orchardd ,,
ii toldd dor bout it' den she oso ask y eu didn't sae e' FACT?
Den haiish ii bought swo manii thinqqs fehh eu. did eu buy ?
hurhurs. a soft t0yy. yarhhs i;m verii verii 'man zu' wiid dat liaos.
Thankss luhhs. ;;
sumtyms mii bad mood tok tuh eu oso mush ACT HAPI luhhs-
cosh' when ii tok lik eu liddat when eu bad mood ,, eu sureli dun whann tok tuh mii derhhs mahhs.
Den y sumtymes eu cor mii likk eu dun feel lik tokinqq tuh mii?
den su,tymes okiiesh liaos?
ehhs cann dun liddat mahs?
ii felt vehhie HURT eu noe?
ii whan tuh last wiid nii derhhs. Budd liddat askinqq mii tuh tolerate eu fehh all?
haiish,, i told dor eu quarell wiid jon huhhs. liddat eu sae eu charm?
den do eu noe e' factts arr i;m morr charm denn eu nehhs,,
den she sae' ya lohhs,, i oso noe cosh' jon tell mii liaos'
haish ='( WHAD CAN I DO?
ii reealli lurbbe nii alordd.Sumtyms ii ask muahh fwenns wad shld ii do?
den de'll sae tok thinqqs out wiid HIM*
haiish. Tok can't do anythinqq derhhs nahhs. he'll buii MORE ANGRII wiid mii luhhs.
den liddat daiji groww BIG BIG lerhhs.
ii noe when ii rwiite thish thingg sum uff eu will tell him..
Budden can PROMISE dun sae mahhs?
cosh ii jush wanna find a place tuh tell ppl my FEELINGS.
iinside muahh hartt ii feel vehhie xing kuu leiis.
HAIISH!
ii noe when he noes thiish he'll buii angrii wiid mii,,
nd sae mii n ask loads uff qns derhhs.
Whenever ii go anywherr i'll reali verii MISH him derhhs.
Butt haiish*_____bcos uff him ii've done alord uff thinqqs lerhh leiis.
ask him take neopriint he ai mai ai mai. Den might as well dun takke luhhs.
den ii sae aiyah nvrm iif eu dunn wanna take luhhs.
den he sae ok lor eu dun wann tuh take wiid mii liaos.
den ii was thinkingg iish likk eu dun wann take wiid mii luhhs.
Buuden i jush dun whan sae luhhs.
Haiish ='(

Promishes arr nordd meant tuh buii brokenn.x
eu promishh mii on dat dae'' dat eu'll nordd ledd mi shed any single tears fehh eu aniimorr ^.^
Budd when ii criied fehh eu now! eu'll nordd realise itt.
hurhurs,, nd eu'll nordd HURT mii. nd ii belief eu.
eu brightenn mii upp* nd eu arr e' onli guyy can make mii so hapi in muahh 13 yrs.
WAII ARR EU LYK DIS?
ever thot uff muahh feelinqqs?
ii'm a human eu noe? ii've wad iish corred FEELINGGS,,
ii felt brokenn insiide butt outside ii kept a stronqq image uff muahhselff.
cos ii dun wann tuh ledd eu noe ii am S H A T T E R E D . . .

Reality hurts!
Lurbbe onli hurts uss,,
naberr once that make us happie.
cosh'' dats corred e' powerr uff lurbbe.
Lurbbe will onli harmm peep.
peeps shedd lots uff tears fehh diish wordd cor LURBBE,,
ii dun wann thiish REALITY uff muahhselff tuh go on -
Tell mii whad shld ii do?!

allbroken; 1:32 AM

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